Monday, May 25, 2009

not really sure what i should do about that. i know what i want to do...well, maybe want is the wrong word - it's more like i know what i would naturally tend to do. but i think maybe for once im going to do the opposite, i get very pedantic, i think im going to be less so. or at least try to be.

Monday, May 18, 2009

from buk, as always

you need to be tortured, don't you?
you think life is rotten if somebody treats you
rotten it all fits,
doesn't it?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

i wish i could be as laid back with you as i am with them

Friday, May 15, 2009

rupert brooke is one of my favourites and i thought the sky looked gorgeous as i was driving home that night

Pine-Trees and the Sky: Evening

I'd watched the sorrow of the evening sky,
And smelt the sea, and earth, and the warm clover,
And heard the waves, and the seagull's mocking cry.

And in them all was only the old cry,
That song they always sing -- - "The best is over!
You may remember now, and think, and sigh,
O silly lover!"
And I was tired and sick that all was over,
And because I,
For all my thinking, never could recover
One moment of the good hours that were over.
And I was sorry and sick, and wished to die.

Then from the sad west turning wearily,
I saw the pines against the white north sky,
Very beautiful, and still, and bending over
Their sharp black heads against a quiet sky.
And there was peace in them; and I
Was happy, and forgot to play the lover,
And laughed, and did no longer wish to die;
Being glad of you, O pine-trees and the sky!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

you know that awkward feeling, say youre at a party where everyone seems to know everyone else really well but you dont; you only know them as fleeting acquaintances, and so there's a few minutes of strained conversation and then you resort to standing at the back watching everyone else furiously chatting. that feeling where you just want to be able to quietly slide out of the door and leave them to enjoy their good time.


Friday, May 08, 2009

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Yndi Halda - Enjoy Eternal Bliss

Dash & Blast

We Flood Empty Lakes

A Song For Starlit Beaches

Illuminate My Heart, My Darling!

honestly what more could you want? its an hour of missed chances and future opportunities

Monday, May 04, 2009

been listening to this on repeat for the past few days

(un)told prejudices is awesome. and not just because of mr norton and lots of swearing.

Saturday, May 02, 2009

maybe you were right

didnt mean to treat you like a fool. im just far too passive for my own good sometimes and i guess it can make it seem as though i have a laissez-faire attitude - like im not too bothered either way. maybe i should be more assertive. or maybe it's not worth bothering.

maybe you were right. couldnt blame you if you decided to cut and run. cut and run. don't worry, im sure you'll pick up a winner soon enough.