Hi there. I wish I could tell you the roller coaster that I'm going through. Why are relationships so beautifully painfully happy? I'm going through so much uncertainty, so much of not knowing, that it's killing me.
And the worst part is I want it to work out so bad. So bad. So yes, I must not freak out over jealousy, I must not freak out over not knowing, I must not freak out over anything in particular, I must look at the glass half full.
I can really relate to the uncertainty, mines not to do with a relationship, more to do with my future - me being unable/scared to fully commit to going back to uni, even though I think it would be a good thing for me to do.
I dunno, I guess relationships are like rollercoasters and you just have to strap yourself in and try not to scream so much and hope you enjoy the ride. It's good to be positive, and if you manage it then that's a real achievement cos it's so easy to be negative (well for me it is lol)
:). It is a roller coaster. I am enjoying the ride thus far. Am keeping everything crossed that it'll work out. Am not sure if I am willing or will be able to handle a break-up at this stage and age of my life.
Hope yours is going well :). And I'd say, chuck the uncertainty, go to Uni. :).
Sigh! Life can be so simple yet so complicated no?
Glad to hear that :) And I'm sure it will work out if you want it to - because if you want something so badly there always seems to be a way to make it work no matter what.
Yup things are going really well here :D
Indeed it can, it's crazy how far apart those opposites are isn't it.
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Hi there. I wish I could tell you the roller coaster that I'm going through. Why are relationships so beautifully painfully happy? I'm going through so much uncertainty, so much of not knowing, that it's killing me.
And the worst part is I want it to work out so bad. So bad. So yes, I must not freak out over jealousy, I must not freak out over not knowing, I must not freak out over anything in particular, I must look at the glass half full.
Tough, but I can only but try.
I can really relate to the uncertainty, mines not to do with a relationship, more to do with my future - me being unable/scared to fully commit to going back to uni, even though I think it would be a good thing for me to do.
I dunno, I guess relationships are like rollercoasters and you just have to strap yourself in and try not to scream so much and hope you enjoy the ride. It's good to be positive, and if you manage it then that's a real achievement cos it's so easy to be negative (well for me it is lol)
Hope it is working out well so far?
:). It is a roller coaster. I am enjoying the ride thus far. Am keeping everything crossed that it'll work out. Am not sure if I am willing or will be able to handle a break-up at this stage and age of my life.
Hope yours is going well :). And I'd say, chuck the uncertainty, go to Uni. :).
Sigh! Life can be so simple yet so complicated no?
Glad to hear that :) And I'm sure it will work out if you want it to - because if you want something so badly there always seems to be a way to make it work no matter what.
Yup things are going really well here :D
Indeed it can, it's crazy how far apart those opposites are isn't it.
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