'mia' again

so i kinda went 'missing in action' again there for a bit

i still dont know whether to go back to uni. i think i'm probably prefering it out of all my options at the moment, but im planning on seriously thinking through all the pro's and con's of things sometime soon.

had a lot to sort out lately. the sale of dad's house finally went through, a couple of days ago i had to go down to sign the final contracts, so now it's just a matter of waiting for the money to come through before i can start to tie things up.

i realised tonight that i have left a lot of things behind me. not everything of course, but i have certainly dumped a whole load of sh*t and i think thats mainly because of a certain someone who has given me some self belief back.

so all in all, as things stand right here and right now, nothing seems too bad at the moment. it's a nice feeling :)

(ack, need to get out of the habit of using all lowercase letters ack ack ack)