why so glum, chum?

because everyone is moving forward, granted some are moving slowly, and some are speeding ahead, but they are all moving. that is the point of the matter. im not. well i feel like im not. where am i going? nowhere is the answer that seems most accurate. im at a standstill. things are still the same. nothing has really changed. i want to go somewhere. wont someone take me somewhere? please?

where are you mate? where are you tonight?

in a couple of hours it will be Tom's birthday. so happy birthday friend. you rocker you. one place i am going is on a 12, 13, 14? hour drinking session. i will start on saturday afternoon and i wont stop until the early hours of sunday. knowing my tolerance to alcohol i may well end up being very very ill :(

i'll sit in the corner and be tragically stylish. or maybe just tragic. maybe a couple will look over: 'hey, avoid the gloomy kid' they will say to each other. we'll know things they will never know though. the jokes on them.