identified an 'issue'. rationalised it.

planned a course that would not necessarily 'solve' it, but certainly go some ways to improving it.

considering actually going ahead and going through with it. feel quite motivated. then other times i feel very unmotivated and think 'i'll not do anything about it, like i usually do'.

i think this time i should actually put my idea into action. doing something that would help myself seems like a big step. a bigger step than it should seem.

undecided how to proceed.