over.

over.



i'm just not good enough.

this is hardly new news. there are pages of self loathing here. i've just been re-reading them. i've been a fool. it was stupid to think otherwise.

i expect i'll be writing a lot more again now.

(this is a note to myself: it's important to remember that they are nice. do not demonise them. do not. didn't see it coming but they lasted a long time. )

/-just be 'ok'....