a bit of everything and nothing from the past six or nine days

first of all, sarah assbring is awesome.
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made a paper camera and got the first roll of film back last week. pleasantly suprised with the results. already made a second, this time out of plastic. thinking of converting a 'toy' camera; also considering making one out of wood (possibly mahogany or zebrano).
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tempted to 'go to ground'. something to consider (?)
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booked something for april which should be fun.
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part of me is worried about the amount of *** that ive been ******* lately. part of me isn't concerned at all.
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really like that feeling when it feels like warm water is inside your veins.
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found an old photo from high school of when i used to have blue highlights.
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