i know exactly why and there's not a damn thing i can do about it

i was wondering if it was worth it. i'm not sure if something is intrinsically valuable, or whether it only has whatever value anyone decides to give it. sort of like monetary value -vs- sentimental value. i think i want it to be worth it, but i'm not sure if that's enough. i'm not even sure that i really do want it to be worth it. i'm also wondering if the element of doubt means that it isn't worth it? bah.

i think i should stop questioning these things, because sooner or later i'm going to arrive at an answer.

and i wouldn't want that.

it's all very easy to make assumptions, isn't it?